i. I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know where I'm going.
And no I'm not okay.
I'm dying and so are you.
I want to relapse
So I can feel again.
Because I feel numb,
Followed with violent outbursts.
I don't know what you expect from me
But please let me know
So I can stop disappointing you.
Because I'm so sick and tired of it all.