1) Self harmed?
2) Got into a real fight?
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
4) Tried to commit suicide?
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Of course. Or if I didn't want to lie, I just ignored the question.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Hell yes. That is summer for me.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
8) Accused someone of using you?
9) Shoplifted?
10) Gotten drunk/high?
11) Been to a concert where your favorite artist was playing?
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
I'd like to not answer this.
14) Bored?
15) Avoiding someone?
16) Avoiding some task?
Doing a meme I got tagged to do because I need to think about my answers more
17) Depressed?
Yup, but hey that's life.
18) Crying?
19) Annoyed with a friend?
20)Worried and confused about something important to you?
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Yea, my depression isn't considered sever for nothing
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
In some ways yes. But certain things that would make others upset, don't but me. While other things some people would be fine with make me very jealous/envious.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
24) Worry about messing up your relationships a lot?
Yes. But less than I use to. We're more comfortable now. I realized we're both needy clingy people. Plus some of our conversations about the future reassure me a lot that we'll be okay.
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
Use to. But depression kinda ruined that for me. So I try my best with what energy and effort I had.
*personal story time*
Multiple times this school year I didn't finish school work because I was considering killing myself and in tears the entire night, incapable of doing my work. Then going to school the next day I'd get yelled at or judged by friends/teachers.
Kinda really sucked but I'd NEVER tell them why I didn't have it done.
I'm not that bad right now so don't go freakin' out okay?
26) Go out drinking?
27) Smoke cigarettes?
Trashing my lungs one cigarette at a time
Yep
28) Smoke weed?
Nope. Might try it out eventually.
Would rather just have a pot brownie... because brownies.
29) Do any hard drugs?
If I'm thinking what you're thinking, then no. If not then... maybe.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
Pot isn't that bad. Or a "hard drug" in my opinion.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
Ummmm That's complicated. I'm not really religious though
It's just cool to learn about in my opinion
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
Sometimes, yes. I know it's stupid but part of it comes with my mental problems, other part comes from me not wanting to hurt them.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
It never numbed the emotional pain. It just gave me a physical pain to focus on. And outlet.
Physical pain can allow me to think clearer and focus better.
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
35) Agree with 'An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth'?
36) Think things will get better?
I hope. I'm sure things will in some ways. And get worse in others. That's life.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
Yes. But... never mind. You don't need to know.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you?
Honestly? Yes. I try not to. But some hot topics... I judge without meaning to. It's human.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
40) Nice smile OR nice abs?
I don't have abs so I wouldn't require them to. Cute smiles for the win.
41) Nice smile OR nice chest?
Nice bodies go away with time. I like dem cute smiles.
42) Shy OR open?
Um no? I'm shy. Hella shy. But I'm also open. But I guess if you're making me pick I'd go open.
43) Eyes OR body?
44) Religious OR non-religious?
Don't force it on me and do what you will.
Patrick's kinda religious..... Not in a very favored way but still.
And I understand if we get a house together he'll need a room specifically for religious stuffs.
He's not pushing it on me. But I do want him to teach me a few things about it.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
Non-restricting I guess. Both is good.
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
Depends on what you mean by that. I like a pretty straight edge with quite a few chips of the blade missing.
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
I don't care. Let's say piercings.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
Tattoos.
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
Stay at home party. We party by ourselves because I've got bad anxiety so large parties terrify me (can be fun, but I need like a week or so to mentally prepare myself)
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Parents. But Patrick's mom likes me and his dad isn't a part of his life so win.
Also I'm fine with some of his friends. Not all, but he admits they're asses.
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
52) Smoke weed?
If my parents can get me in trouble, sure.
53) Smoke cigarettes?
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
Yea, I've done it before.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
I'd try it out. Only for a month though.
My sister is one and I just.. I can't imagine living like that.
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
Yes
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
Yea But they'd need to learn to shut their mouths sooner or later.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a c*nt to other people?
Maybee.. They won't go near people I care about though.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn't like them?
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don't want them put up with your problems?
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
Have before. Probably would again. Not a healthy thing, but I'm working on it.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
Yes. Assorted parts of my body because I'm falling apart and I'm only 17.
My shoulder is so fucked.
70) Sleep naked?
I already do that sometimes.
